Z e n i a ' s W o r l d: love

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December 18, 2016

Sometimes, when I fell in love with someone, I wish I was a little kid.

Why?

Because I can approach him first and say that “hey I like you a lot cause’ you’re so cute” without being a creep. I can tell him that I adore him and he probably will think that I’m cute, too (probably).

I can ask him to be my ‘close’ friends so we can always spend our time together. But hey, I’m not a kid anymore. I’m 20 and I realized that I can’t do those things. Because you know, remember when you were a kid and think that “adults are complicated”? Yeah that’s why.

We sometimes can’t even tell our real feelings to someone even to our friends, or families. Why? I think that is because we’re afraid that they won’t have the same feelings or reason that will lead us to have a beautiful ending in life.

Life is hard. Hard to understand.

You think that you can stand without having a crush on someone or even have a relationship because school is more important of all but you are not.

We can’t avoid those things such as love.

When you fell in love, you fell in love

And that’s what I feel right now.

I think I fell in love and that is suck.

I know it’s so stupid but I can’t help, this feelings just hit me hard

Now I don’t know what’d I do with this feelings of mine

Every time I saw him my heart beats so fast

Whenever I talked to him I was just so amazed by how he talked

When I decided to started a conversation first, I was so nervous. So nervous that I thought he will not like it, I mean, talking to me because I’m a boring person

But I was wrong, he was so warm. And that makes me adore him much

I know that we never going to have something more than this but it’s okay. It’s good to know him and it is great to talk to him

October 30, 2016

Hey guys, so I’m back with another boring post…

SO… Apparently, I love coffee and tea (If you don’t know yet). I love all of the type of tea like green, original, or black, flavored or non-flavored. For coffee, I’m more into a black one that has strong taste (caffe americano) and I also love latte.

Last time, I went to one of a Café named K**. I usually bought Star**cks but since my friend recommend the K*I Café, I think it’s worth to try. And also I wanted to recommend you my 3 most favorite flavor and I’ll give stars each.

So yeah, for the first time, I bought a small cup of Greentea Macchiato and tbh, I just loved the taste. The milk above just mixed well with the taste and the bitterness (lil bit) of the greentea. And you just can’t get enough of it. I gave this one 4.5 Stars.

Second time I bought a Caramel Blacktea Macchiato. The strong caramel taste brought a different sensation at the first sipped. But remember to always say “Less Sugar or Half Sugar” if you’re not a fan of sweet. Because that Caramel Blacktea Macchiato can be super duper sweet.

Of course that’s because the Macchiato and the caramel. So I’ll just give this one 3 stars.

The last but not least, I bought their signature Caffé Macchiato with half sugar. And this one, everyone, I think the most favorite of all. I really love the taste of the bitterness from their caffé and the Macchiato as always, it brings sweetness to it. it’s like its melts in my mouth. To be honest, I really love the taste. The bitterness and sweetness really mixed well to it. I’ll give this 5 stars for sure. And I think I’m going to buy that flavor again and again and again. I think i fell in love at the first sip of this drink :')

September 30, 2016

Hi, so I'm back.

Last time, I told everyone that I love to write stories. Fiction or non-fiction in any genre like romance, action, action-romance. I can't write comedy tho, i'm not funny (That's true, i tried).

So apparently, writing is not the only thing that I love to do. Beside writing, I also love to directing something and editing videos. I made a lot of fanmade (something that you made as a fan for your idols).

And when it comes to "Team Works" or work in a group at my college, they often asked us to made a video for the task and I really love this kind of homework lol. So yeah, I was the one volunteered to do the editing task. And also, I love to create what concept should we do in the video. Of course, I asked them about it too.

I really enjoyed this kind of things like, really really love it. I love that I can explored more and more. I feel like this is my world, that this is my zone. I love the fact that my friends did appreciate my work, I'm so thankful. Because editing a video might look so easy but there're some things i learned about this job is you have to be creative and know the angle when you shoot. You have to think carefully and all. The think is, you have to be patient because when you're not, like when you're not in a MOOD to make a video, the video just couldn't work. You won't get something smooth, something special so just DON'T do it when you're in bad mood.

I also love to "play" with my Photoshop. I love to edit pictures, made a crackship image, made a gif and edited my pictures so that it looks like a real photoshoot LOL (I love posing on camera too). I love to watch reality show about models (Yep i know you knew what show was that). I just love to see how they can pose so dope on camera like, you know when you think someone isn't pretty enough but the camera loves her. I wonder if i can do that too, I wonder if i can make the camera loves me (I know we can always learn).

Well, I think that's it for today. I'll give you some of the videos that I've been working on it. See you when i see you then, Bye!