June, 7th. 20 years ago
I’m
now legal. At least that’s what people called for someone who is finally in
their 20s. I can now do things on my own. It’s not like I didn’t then. It just
a matter of time that my parents can finally release me little by little.
But
then again, Birthday is not that important anymore. At least for me.
I
used to think that Birthday was everything. My age increase and I can become an
adult. But as the time goes by, I thought, Birthday is just a birthday. It’s
annual. And age is just an age. It count. We count together. As I becoming an
adult, I finally understand what is Birthday really meant for.
I
used to think Birthday means a present from both my parents and also friends. They
gave me surprises that I didn’t get everyday. I always wait this day every year
and get so excited when the day has come. Birthday means New Present, new
thing. Just like christmas or eid. And I’ve realized now I’m getting older.
Birthday wasn’t fun anymore. Sure it’s still fun for some reason, but it’s
different.
I
don’t really care about the present anymore. I don’t really care about how much
people that cared about me, that remember about my birthday and gave me wishes.
I don’t care about those things anymore.
I’m
more like afraid.
I’m
afraid that everything will be different.
I’m
afraid that I’m getting older and older and so does my parents.
I
am now thinking about responsibilities that I have to face it whenever I realize
I’m getting older and older.
It’s
not like I hate Birthday. I just thought that things won’t be the same. But still,
I’m grateful about what god had gave me.
He
gave me life.
He
gave me a lovely family.
He
gave me friends so that I learnt about what is true friendships.
He
gave me love. And I’m grateful as always.
Happy
Birthday To Me
I
hope everything that I’ve ever dreamt of will be paid off later.
I
love my family, friends, and God.
Don’t
ever leave me because I won’t leave all of you.
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