I love to write...

Maybe that's enough to describe my passion.

I've been falling in love with this kind of thing for 7 years or more. Maybe because "I'm a dreamer". At least that was what people said about me especially my mom. I really love to imagining something in my head and there are a lot, like A LOT OF STORIES. But only few stories that i can finally write.

I remember when i was in Junior High, i used to write all of my stories on paper.. um books... If you guys count it, i already got 30-ish books full of stories and those, i still save it in my drawer.

I used to watch a lot of Indonesian or American soap opera or dramas (sinetron) and maybe that caused me to have my passion in writing.

I kept thinking, "Why can't they?" or "What if?" and a lot of possibility that might happen in a movie or drama in my mind. And later if the stories really can't get off from my mind, i will start to write them (On a book at that time).

And now, i still writing stories on my laptop. I'm more into a long story one rather than short story. I used to love to write a short story but as the time goes by, I think i can really express my feelings or whatever is in my mind with longer story.

I'm shy actually, no one ever read my stories before. Even i never told anybody else that i love to write. I just, I used to think "What if they don't like it?" or "What if they hate me?" if I share my stories and let them read mine.

I was afraid. I am. Still. But i encourage myself (and my friends also encourage me) and finally, I'm able to share to everyone even now i posted my stories on a site where every author of "Fan fictions" published their stories.

Whenever I write something, i felt happy, i felt so relax like if this stories were real it'd be great.

Here's what I've learnt.

If you love something, you have to get into it. I mean more than that.

I might not good enough, but i know that i can still learning to be better than that. Because i know i can and Writing is what i am craving for.